It's come to my attention that I have a large selection of fics and no way to find which one you want, which pairing, what story, etc... so, this is my "Post Post Post!" (I seem to have a thing with P's in this account, don't I?)

Meaning, this is a Post where I put down what I Post after I've posted them (so, Post Post Post... you know, the longer I look at that, the less "Post" seems to be a word.)

So here it all is.... Everything I've written, from BTVS/ATS fanfic to some original stuff I've put on the back burner while I've gotten my fanfic writing needs outta my system. Hrm.... maybe I should go back to those, now that my fanfic seems to have stalled a bit?

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FANFIC


W.I.P's

Puppy Love
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Set between seasons 2-3, Dru sends Spike to an auction to pick up a puppy, and look at what he finds! Written with the help of this prompt chart given by the lovely hawk_soaring.
Warnings - Xander is underage, non-con, slavery, humiliation, you name it, it's gonna be in here eventually. Look at the chart for ideas of where things will be going.
This Fic Won An Award!



Truth Denied
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW, and runs into someone where he'd least expect it. The boys deal with hard and heavy issues while trying to find themselves and their place in the world.
Warnings - M/M, stripping, violence, abuse (of the worst kind), angst, BDSM, death, and a lot more coming up.



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Shattered Shards
Pairing - Angelus/Buffy, Angelus/Spike, Angelus/Dawn to start. Don't want to give everything away.
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Wolfram and Hart took out Angelus's soul, and Angelus has Dawn and Spike and Buffy prisoner. He's having fun breaking them, torturing them, and pretty much making their existence a living hell.
Warnings - DARK I went into this to write the darkest thing I could. I am firmly convinced I could do darker if I really pushed myself, but dude, I so don't want to. Torture, non-con, exhibitionism, branding, anything and everything not nice. Do NOT read if you have a weak stomach. I've been told this fic is better in small doses.
Chapters/Word Count: 18 Chapters/52024 words (as per MS Word Count)
This Fic Won Awards!


This is a deeply deep dark fic with some amazingly shocking imagery and scenarios. The scenes are lush with detail and Angelus is nothing short of spine tinglingly evil and cunning in this fic. It makes you understand why he was so feared.


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Stand Alone/Single Shots
Splindsey
Pairing - Spike/Lindsey
Appropriate Ratings - NC17
Short Summary - Lindsey gets to experience two new things at once.
Warnings - exhibitionism, fuck machine, boy on boy, not much.
Word Count: - 1936

The Pack, my version
Pairings - Xander/Buffy
Appropriate Ratings - NC17
Short Summary - The Pack, the way I wish the rape scene had gone.
Warnings - Non-con, het, not sure what else to put here.
Word Count: 1821 (As per Word 2007 Word Count)

What I Need 1/1
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - NC17
Summary - Spike takes back what's his
Warnings - mentions of non-con, sex, boys loving boys, character death
Word Count: - 2728 (As per MS Word Count)

Still Wrong 1/1
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - NC17
Summary - Xander finds someone hurting and makes them feel better.
Warnings - Boys playing with boys, shame, not much.
Word Count: - 1604 (As per MS Word Count)

Experimental Calculations
Pairing - Spike/Adam
Rating - NC17
Summary - tamakin was watching New Moon Rising and started lamenting about how scared Spike looked when Adam showed up, and how she'd love something... really bad to happen to him. I complied. This is all hers, written for her and with her feedback.
Warnings - Non-con, violent non-con involving blood and.. just... bad. WARNING! DARK.... or possibly just slightly disturbing. Or just really disturbing... actually, yeah, it will probably disturb you.
Word Count: 1271

What To Do With A Vampire
Pairing - Spike, Xander
Rating - PG13-ish
Summary - It'll fit! Spike entertains Xander while he's stuck in that horrid orange chair.
Warnings - None... not really. It's mostly just dialogue.
Word Count: 356

Shared Skin
Pairing - Angel/Spike... sorta... kinda... in a REALLY WEIRD WAY.
Rating - NC17. Let's just say NC17, because really... it can't be anything else. But Funny. So funny. I can't believe I wrote this.
Summary - Spike's still a ghost, haunting the halls of Wolfram and Hart. He finds out, quite by accident, that sleeping Sire's are a lot more fun these days.
Warnings - *twitch* I can't. I'm sorry, I can't. Just... can't ruin the surprise. And besides, there aren't warnings for some of the stuff that happens. It's just... no. So no.
Word Count: 1508 (As per MS Word Count)

Pet
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Xander sees the fateful Magic Box video, and reacts rather badly. Inspired by this manip made by tamakin
Warnings - non-con, violence, forced sex, forced boot worship, naughty naughty.
Word Count: 4600 (As per MS Word Count)



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Faded Blossoms
Pairing - This is a Tara Centric fic
Rating - hrm... R. Very likely an R fic
Summary - Why and how Tara left home... made with this manip as inspiration.
Warnings - Uhh... Familial violence
Word Count: 414 (According to MS Word Count)
This Fic Won An Award!


Bath Time Distractions
Pairing - Buffy/Faith
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Faith indulges in her fantasy after a long hard day's work.
Warnings - f/f
Word Count: 1532 (According to MS Word Count)

Can I Rest Now?
Pairing - It's just Spike)
Rating - G? PG? Somewhere there.
Summary - After the battle behind the Hyperion, Spike gets his final reward... Inspired by this manip
Warnings - Death
Word Count: 414 (According to MS Word Count)

Just This One Time
Pairing - Angelus/William
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Angelus can't take Darla's power trips, so he decides to get her attention. Inspired by this manip.
Warnings - M/M, slight D/s, questionable consent but it IS there dammit!
Word Count: 2598 (According to MS Word Count)

Caught?
Pairing - Spike/?
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Spike's the bait, can he snare the trap? Inspired by this manip.
Warnings - Uhm... oral sex, possible non-con, but not really, exhibitionism... pretty mild, really, but there is a death... Nonono, not anyone from canon, stop panicking! BREATHE DAMMIT!
Word Count: 1286 (As per MS Word Count)

Take A Peek
Pairing - Cordelia, Angel/Spike
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Cordelia tries to do a good deed, and ends up nearly walking in on something. Inspired by this manip
Warnings - self touching, bondage, voyeurism, mild kinks, little M/M
Word count: 716 (According to Microsoft Word Count)

Small Comforts
Pairing - This is a Giles Centric Fic
Rating - PG for mild British swearing
Summary - Giles has had a rough day. Inspired by the communities "Leather Challenge"
Warnings - Mild British swearing... nothing much, really.
Word Count: 1074 (As per MS Word Count)

Fred's Leather Fixation
Pairing - This is a Fred centric fic
Rating - Possibly R for disturbing mental images
Summary - Fred's on Pylea and muses about the origins of some things. Inspired by the communities Leather Challenge
Warnings - non-con, slavery, abuse, forced exhibitionism, and, oh, yeah, DISTURBING AS FUCK! Warning, warning warning!! This is DAMNED freaky scarey creepy!
Word Count: 1082 (As per MS Word Count)

Stuck
Pairing - Angel, Cordelia
Rating - PG13
Summary - What Cordy was thinking while in the hospital's psych ward. Written for the communities Leather Challenge.
Warnings - Medical situations
Word Count: 379 (As per MS Word Count)

Subway Sorrows
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Spike and Xander have to kill a demon, and get stuck so come up with something to pass the time.
Warnings - Exhibitionism, anal, and for once, totally consentual!
Word Count: 2988 (As per MS Word Count)
This Fic Won An Award!


Subway Sorrows 2
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Spike and Xander get sent back into the TTC tunnels. Written for the communities Leather Challenge.
Warnings - Kinks, kinks and more kinks. A LOT is mentioned in passing (like cross dressing and enema play) but only kink that gets explored are hoods, leather and submission.
Word Count: 5253 (As per MS Word Count)

Lost
Pairing - This is a Spike Centric fic
Rating - PG13 because of death talk
Summary - Spike visits her grave... Inspired by this manip
Warnings - Nothing really. Just… sadness. I suppose spoilers for season 5 finale and other suchness.
Word Count: 815 (As per MS Word Count)

Stolen Caress
Pairing - Spike/Buffy
Rating - R
Summary - Where’d his bloody duster get off to? Inspired by this manip
Warnings - Mentions of blood and harsh consensual sexual acts.
Word Count: 1155 (As per MS Word Count)

A Delicate Request
Pairing - Giles, Tara
Rating - PG13
Summary - Giles has a rather delicate request to ask of Tara. Inspired by this manip
Warnings - N/A
Word Count: 1207 (As per MS Word Count)
This Fic Won Awards!

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Tough Decisions
Pairing - Fred/Lindsay, Fred/Angel, Fred/Others(implied)
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Human AU, Fred needs to make some money for school and finds herself in way over her head. Inspired by this manip. This is a Choose Your Own Adventure kinda dealy, so choose, does she stay or does she go?
Warnings - non-con, slavery, rape, blood, possible character death, character death
Word Count: 4011 (As per MS Word Count)

Longing
Pairing - Spike/Angel, sorta, kinda.
Rating - R
Summary - Not all rewards are for the best. Inspired by this manip
Warnings - non-con, torture, mind fucks...
Word Count: 1530 (As per MS Word Count)
This Fic Won An Award!


You...
Pairing - Oz/Willow
Rating - NC-17
Summary - What would have hapenned in Wild At Heart if I'd had my way.
Warnings - non-con, cages
Word Count: 755 (As per MS Word Count)

Like A Mirror I Look Into You
Pairing - Spike/Xander
Rating - PG13
Summary - Spike shows his true colours... Inspired by this manip.
Warnings - Boys touching. Also slight blood play... well, blood tasting.
Word Count: 1448 (According to MS Word Count)




NON-FANFIC


Store Clerk's Night
Pairing - Original Characters
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Another rape fantasy
Warnings - Rape, abuse
Word Count: 3096 (As per MS Wordcount)

Forceful Submission
Pairing - Original Characters
Rating - NC-17
Summary - A rape fantasy I may expand on later. A man forces his way into a woman's home and has his way with her
Warnings - Rape, abuse
Word Count: 2222 (As per MS Wordcount)

Me And My Boys
Pairing - Original Characters
Rating - NC-17
Summary - She comes home from a hard days work, and relaxes in her home with her two boys.
Warnings - Consensual non-consent, blood, cages, torture, suspension, a lotta scary edge-play stuff.
Word Count: 2066 (As per MS Wordcount)
I have this entire thing mapped out, but due to lack of readership, I've just kinda... left it. Eh. If I get enough comments to keep writing it, I will, but I ain't holdin' my breath.

Never Ending Torment
Pairing - Original Characters
Rating - NC-17
Summary - Embraced by a vampire Lord into a life of service and almost constant torture that she cannot leave.
Warnings - Everything. Think, "Vampires can't die, so they can be tortured a LOT in ways that would kill a human". All in all, scary, and dark and disturbing.
Word Count: 5204 (As per MS Wordcount)
I stopped writing this when I started writing fanfic. If I get any "oooh, please continue!" comments, I probably will, but no one's reading it, so what's the point?

Dreams Of Service
Pairing - Orginial Characters
Rating - NC-17
Summary - A dream I once had... Slave of my Master, I am kidnapped into a king's harem, and am chosen to carry his child.
Warnings - Dubious consent, slavery, exhibitionism... not much.
Word Count: 1452 (As per MS Wordcount)

Sounds Of Getting BENT
Pairing - N/A
Rating - R? NC-17? Somewhere there.
Summary - I was at a play party, and this is what I heard, and what images those sounds evoked.
Warnings - Not much, it's all consentual, flogging, pain, eh.
Word Count: 121 (As per MS Wordcount)

Forceful Submission
Pairings - M/F
Appropriate Ratings - NC17
Warnings - Rape, a little blood, abuse
Disclaimers - None, these are my characters, and this is my story.
Short Summary - A rape fantasy I may expand on later. A man forces his way into a woman's home and has his way with her
Word Count: 2222(As per MS Wordcount)